Read my horoscope today, and no bad thoughts about this one...yet! Gonna see what happens at the end of this writing. Gonna break up every line, why? Cause I really liked this horoscope. Promise tomorrow I'll be deeper, probably bring in a quote that touches and then I'll tell you what it means to me, the world, blah blah.
(1)Your routine -- something you're ordinarily quite attached to -- will be most definitely disrupted now, but only because of surprise errands or short trips you'll find extremely pleasant. (2)This means that the trouble you dealt with recently will be all but a distant memory by the time your head hits the pillow tonight. (3)In the meantime, don't give it a second thought.(4) Think about what a lovely day you're having -- and about the fact that tomorrow's agenda could present an equally delightful instant replay.
1- My routine? Haha wow haven't considered that I've had a routine, based on what that damned ex of mine had me going through.(funny i said what she had me going through like I was forced). Anyway, I got a routine! Something to do rather than sit up and gain weight, ugh bluh. Yeah, so it's so true that I like doing what I am used to and anything different makes me question it and myself. When I read that it would be disrupted...honestly? I stopped cause I got scared, like "oh my god wtf do I gotta go through now?" But despite my fear I read on, by errands? Short trips? OOOOOH where am I going? lol, what do I have to do? I'm so on some new shit it's taking up my life. I wanna do everything, why not you only live once right? I'm so over sitting in the house talking about the shit I wanna do, I'M DOING IT! The only thing I have planned right now is a club date. Well it's far from a date, well keep up with me now...my sisters' friends' little sister invited my sister and I to the club tonight. She made sure that she repeated this invitation all three times she seen my sister. Oh did I mention the girl is a stud. A cutie at that, I mean sexy! Lol. Yeah, so you probably think she just hella want my sister to come but boo, no she was only brought into the picture because her sister and my sister wanted us to meet. SO HA!!!! Whatever you think I'm looking forward to lusting and gushing (yes gushing) over her tonight. No I'm not gonna approach I still don't have enough balls for that, but I will do my best to make her approach me. Ok so anyway back to the horoscope....
2 Here is the scary shit...all the troubles I dealt with will be all BUT!!! a distant memory. What could this mean? All I can think of is I might talk to or see that heart breaker. Which means the high that I am on right now will certainly be disrupted, and in the most terrible way. And until I go to sleep tonight? When that bitch is on my mind I cant even sleep, so how is this even possible? Its; gonna be one of those nights, gonna be calling everyone possible to keep her off my mind. It rarely works but I'm gonna try anything right about now! A drink? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, yes!
3 Now this don't give it a second thought? Oops, already fucked that one up but writing this blog didn't I? Man man, oh well might as well keep second third fourth and fifth thinking this shit!
4 So I should keep thinking about the good day I'm having so far, despite the fact that I know I am gonna be upset later? Wtf??? I'm gonna try but doesn't this sound like it was supposed to mess up my day? Well, ha jokes on you I'm gonna pull a final destination move and try to avoid fate! I'm not going nowhere! BUT TO THE CLUB TO SEE MY IMAGINED LOVER! Am I rambling too much on this? Feels like I am....must be the good ass mood I'm in for no apparent reason.
OK well I'm done writing for now....maybe tomorrow maybe next week?! smooches!
"I'm not single I'm not somebodies ex, tired of being HER ex"
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